well i didnt get to kiss her, didnt even get to hang out with her. but i was going through some depressing thoughts the night befor my bday and i didnt tell her what was on my mind but being able to talk to her felt like enough :) and she drew me a picture for my bday and i love it…sometimes i wonder if she reads what i write on here, she isnt following me but it still makes me wonder haha if confronted i’d probably drop dead from not knowing what to say or do




